The day he took me as his wife was one of the happiest days of my life and I dreamed of growing old with him and living the life I knew I was always meant to live. One filled with honor, trust, love, desire, respect and a friendship like no other.
Over ten years later, I still feel this way about him. I still find myself counting the hours until I get to see him again, I still choose my clothing to what I think he would like to see me in, I am still smitten with him. After all these years, trials and tribulations none of this has changed for me and I still dream of a relationship filled with honor, trust, love, desire, respect and a friendship like no other.
But I wonder if I do a good enough job to show him these things? I wonder if he knows that while I am working I am wondering what he is doing. Is he at his desk, is he out closet eating at some fast food place, is he smiling, laughing is he thinking of me? My hubby is always in the forefront of my mind and I am always trying to make his day just a little brighter in some small way. But I still wonder if I do a good enough job to show him these feelings.
This is a great chapter for me today so I can be reminded that with everything that goes on between him and I, I want him to know I am still smitten with him and my desire has never left for him.